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Just Yapping

 hi again.


so… i disappeared.  

not for anything dramatic.  

just naps, uni, and the occasional spiral of "i’ll write tomorrow".  

spoiler alert: i didn’t.


the guilt? oh, it visited.  

but so did stress, deadlines, and that weird craving for instant noodles at 2 AM.


i missed this space though—this lil bubble of thoughts and overthinking.  

i missed writing without pressure.  

i missed talking to the void.


anyway, life update?


— semester's been chaotic. 

— discovered a new song track and cried a lil.  

— my cat knocked over my coffee (again).  

— i started journaling offline too (pen hits different sometimes).


so here i am.  

writing again.  

not promising consistency, but promising honesty.


thanks for staying.  

if you did.  

if not, hi future me. i hope you’re still writing.


— Love, Naz

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